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Oct 28
5:42 pm
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17/365: Soup, Salad, and dresses.
Today was fantastic. I went to bed at 7am as I previously mentioned, and woke up around 11. I got ready, cleaned, and headed to mall to wait for Kat and April.
I sat out on the terrace and continued reading “The Perks of Being a Wallflower.” I texted a friend Hannah, who has been wanting to meet Kat but has never had the opportunity. She agreed to stop by and say hello to me, but couldn’t hangout. It was nice seeing her.
While waiting I also convinced Steff to join us. She had been dealing with boy shenanigans the previous evening and I knew that getting out would really help her.
Around 1:30ish, everyone got there. I was SO excited and happy to see my Kat. I jumped and squealed before giving her a huge hug.
After that, we headed over to Olive Garden. We had a light lunch. It was sooo good. I really do  love that place.
After that, Steff decided to go due to the fact that she was exhausted from not sleeping at ALL the previous night nor that morning.
So, Kat, April and myself decided to go the mall and try on hideous dresses. XD
After that, April wanted coffee. While they were ordering I snapped the photo above. It’s a great photo. Kat looks beautiful and April looks good as well. 
But gah. Kat. I can’t get over this photo, OKAY. This photo perfectly captured how I see her… She’s exquisite. So beautiful. And this photo really captured why I love her profile. I can’t stop looking at it!
We hungout and talked for a bit more, and they took me home.
Her and Kat wanted to go to a performance. I think it was an orchestra? Symphony? Something. 
As soon as I got home, I took a two hour nap. 
And here I am. On tumblr. Texting Kat.
Until next time. ~

17/365: Soup, Salad, and dresses.

Today was fantastic. I went to bed at 7am as I previously mentioned, and woke up around 11. I got ready, cleaned, and headed to mall to wait for Kat and April.

I sat out on the terrace and continued reading “The Perks of Being a Wallflower.” I texted a friend Hannah, who has been wanting to meet Kat but has never had the opportunity. She agreed to stop by and say hello to me, but couldn’t hangout. It was nice seeing her.

While waiting I also convinced Steff to join us. She had been dealing with boy shenanigans the previous evening and I knew that getting out would really help her.

Around 1:30ish, everyone got there. I was SO excited and happy to see my Kat. I jumped and squealed before giving her a huge hug.

After that, we headed over to Olive Garden. We had a light lunch. It was sooo good. I really do  love that place.

After that, Steff decided to go due to the fact that she was exhausted from not sleeping at ALL the previous night nor that morning.

So, Kat, April and myself decided to go the mall and try on hideous dresses. XD

After that, April wanted coffee. While they were ordering I snapped the photo above. It’s a great photo. Kat looks beautiful and April looks good as well. 

But gah. Kat. I can’t get over this photo, OKAY. This photo perfectly captured how I see her… She’s exquisite. So beautiful. And this photo really captured why I love her profile. I can’t stop looking at it!

We hungout and talked for a bit more, and they took me home.

Her and Kat wanted to go to a performance. I think it was an orchestra? Symphony? Something. 

As soon as I got home, I took a two hour nap. 

And here I am. On tumblr. Texting Kat.

Until next time. ~

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Jan 29
1:21 am
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16/365: Excited!!

I remember this was a good day. I think. XD

I made a new tumblr that day, that was for sure. And read a LOT of “The Perks of Being a Wallflower.” It’s such a fantastic book. I love it so much.

Charlie is just like Kat! It’s crazy!

It was an okay day as well because Kat’s friend April agreed to bring Kat out the following day.

That night/morning, wasn’t so pleasant. I didn’t get to sleep till 7am. My poor Kat got lost in her head, and scared herself. I sat up all night with her. Just to make sure she went to bed okay. 

I love her so much. I never want her to be scared. I would have stayed up the whole entire morning if she had asked.


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Jan 29
1:14 am
15/365: I…. Don’ t know.
I can honestly say, I don’t remember this day at all. I think I slept a lot.
I know for sure I read and played Pokemon.
And of course, talked to Kat.
Why can’t I remember this day at all?
Maybe my mind is protecting me from something.

15/365: I…. Don’ t know.

I can honestly say, I don’t remember this day at all. I think I slept a lot.

I know for sure I read and played Pokemon.

And of course, talked to Kat.

Why can’t I remember this day at all?

Maybe my mind is protecting me from something.

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Jan 29
1:12 am

14/365: Steff, Jesse and cigarettes.

14/365: Steff, Jesse and cigarettes.

I also don’t have a photo for this day.

I think this was the day that Kathryn’s mother told me that she never plans on seeing me again.

For some reason, that hurt. A lot. Especially because I thought things were going to be okay between us. Her mom was going to sit down and talk to us the previous Sunday but decided not to.

That makes me mad. She takes it all so seriously but at the same time it’s like she doesn’t care. BUT SHE DOES. BUT SHE DOESN’T.

I went to Steff’s house to hangout with her and Jesse. All of us were having less than pleasant weeks. I picked up smoking again. I really don’t care. I need to be able to keep my cool.

I just wish I could rescue Kat in the blink of an eye. I know that soon, I will.


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Jan 29
1:10 am

13/365: Revert.

I really can’t remember what happened this day. I have no pictures, and I’m pretty sure it wasn’t a good day.

No sooner than we left did Kat’s mother revert to being cruel to Kathryn. It frustrate me to no end because I was there. I was so close. 

The whole weekend her mother and I got along. I really thought things were about to get better because she realized I wasn’t an awful person and that I really loved Kat.

But I guess it’s hard to accept things when you are completely blinded by your own conviction. 

She told Kat that I wasn’t allowed to stay over there anymore.

Things shouldn’t be this difficult just because we’re gay.


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Jan 29
12:56 am
12/365: Korean Barbecue and Japanese Photobooths
All things must end. And our perfect weekend was coming to a close.
It was a really great way to end it. Kathryn’s mom left for work really, really early. As soon as she did, I crawled under the sheets with Kat, gave her one of those wonderful good morning kisses,  and we cuddled for a bit. 
The whole morning we just kept falling asleep next to each other. It was so nice.
After we finally woke up, we fulfilled some sexual fantasies of ours. It was… Incredible. I swear, sex with Kat is amazing. Every time. It just gets better. I really didn’t know that something like that was possible. 
We got hungry. And had been planning to have a date the entire weekend. We took a couple of buses to a town called Alhambra. It’s Kat’s old stomping ground. XD
We had dinner at this really great Korean place and ugh. IT WAS SO GOOD!  After that, we realized we had time to kill. So she took me to one of those Japanese photobooth places! It was SOOO cool. I have been wanting to do something like that since I was about 12. 
Steff came and picked me up. It was really, really late but I didn’t mind due to the fact that meant more time with Kat.
As soon as we drove away, I missed her. 
I’ve realized that there will never be an easy goodbye between us. 
I can’t wait until we live together.

12/365: Korean Barbecue and Japanese Photobooths

All things must end. And our perfect weekend was coming to a close.

It was a really great way to end it. Kathryn’s mom left for work really, really early. As soon as she did, I crawled under the sheets with Kat, gave her one of those wonderful good morning kisses,  and we cuddled for a bit. 

The whole morning we just kept falling asleep next to each other. It was so nice.

After we finally woke up, we fulfilled some sexual fantasies of ours. It was… Incredible. I swear, sex with Kat is amazing. Every time. It just gets better. I really didn’t know that something like that was possible. 

We got hungry. And had been planning to have a date the entire weekend. We took a couple of buses to a town called Alhambra. It’s Kat’s old stomping ground. XD

We had dinner at this really great Korean place and ugh. IT WAS SO GOOD!  After that, we realized we had time to kill. So she took me to one of those Japanese photobooth places! It was SOOO cool. I have been wanting to do something like that since I was about 12. 

Steff came and picked me up. It was really, really late but I didn’t mind due to the fact that meant more time with Kat.

As soon as we drove away, I missed her. 

I’ve realized that there will never be an easy goodbye between us. 

I can’t wait until we live together.

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Jan 29
12:51 am
11/365: Rockstar Children and Onion Soups
That day, was Kathryn’s niece’s birthday party. 
This, made me nervous. 
The day started with myself waking up Kat at the ass crack of dawn so I could do laundry. Kat is so cute when super sleepy. I woke her up at 7:30 and she sleepily begged for me to give her an extra 30 minutes. So I did. I just can’t say no to her. 
We put my laundry and decided to pester her mother by crawling into her bed. While she was still in it. XD After a bit of talking and acting silly, we decided to get up and go to McDonald’s. AGH I LOVE THEIR BREAKFAST SO MUCH. 
We got back to the house with our food and put on Moonstruck. Which is seriously one of my favorite movies EVER. 
After awhile, her mom left to go take her niece shopping for her birthday present. This gave Kat and I some alone time. Which was really nice. We made love, then decided to nap. It was so wonderful to lie down under the covers, completely naked with my Kat. 
That is really something I never thought I’d do. With anyone. I was always too insecure to get completely naked. And when I did, I always felt embarrassed. Not with her though. I just feel so safe and comfortable. She’s home, to me. Everything is just perfect with her.
After our nap, we got up, took a shower, and started to get dressed for the paaartay. Her mom came back, and we left. 

I really didn’t know what to expect. I didn’t. Not really knowing this side of the family, I had no idea if we were going to be stared at and talked about, or if us being together just wasn’t a big deal.
People in public can tell Kathryn and I are in love. We’ve had total strangers tell us how cute we are or how great we look together. (I remember when Christofer Drew told us we were cute. THAT’S how you know you’re cute, dammit. XD)  The fact that people can tell REALLY doesn’t bother me. But when it came to family? A little. I really didn’t want anyone to say a word to her mom.
We got there and it was relatively normal. I met her niece and nephew for the first time and I can understand why Kathryn is crazy about them. They were good looking kids and they were fun. Really fun! Especially her nephew. He was just peachy. XD
Kat’s ex-sister-in-law’s brother asked about me. He totally knew what was up and told Kat I was pretty! Haha! Her cousin gave her a smile of approval, her ex-sister-in-law’s mother told us to basically fuck it and not care what anyone thinks, and a few people looked at me, and smiled. It was… It was odd! And I don’t mean that in a bad way. I’ve just never really felt accepted by family. It was a new feeling. 
I liked it.
Once the party was over, we hungout with her niece and nephew. Her nephew, Ian, was showing me all the toys he was particularly proud of. He whipped out his giant book of Pokemon cards. It was really awesome. 
My favorite toys of his included a Pokeball and the Yoshi and Mario figurines pictured about. :D
It was the same with her niece, McKenna. She showed me all of her prized possessions.  It was nice to know that they liked me. I really would have been quite upset if they hadn’t. 
It got late, and we left. On the way home we decided that we were hungry and we ate at Mimi’s Cafe. We had a really light meal (I HAD ONION SOUP. IT WAS SO TASTY.), and headed home. 
Once more, her mom went to bed relatively early, and Kat and I had more alone time. Of course, we made love and it was followed by lots of cuddling.
It was a good day. It really was. 
Again, it was nice to fall asleep near her. I slept well.

11/365: Rockstar Children and Onion Soups

That day, was Kathryn’s niece’s birthday party. 

This, made me nervous. 

The day started with myself waking up Kat at the ass crack of dawn so I could do laundry. Kat is so cute when super sleepy. I woke her up at 7:30 and she sleepily begged for me to give her an extra 30 minutes. So I did. I just can’t say no to her. 

We put my laundry and decided to pester her mother by crawling into her bed. While she was still in it. XD After a bit of talking and acting silly, we decided to get up and go to McDonald’s. AGH I LOVE THEIR BREAKFAST SO MUCH. 

We got back to the house with our food and put on Moonstruck. Which is seriously one of my favorite movies EVER. 

After awhile, her mom left to go take her niece shopping for her birthday present. This gave Kat and I some alone time. Which was really nice. We made love, then decided to nap. It was so wonderful to lie down under the covers, completely naked with my Kat. 

That is really something I never thought I’d do. With anyone. I was always too insecure to get completely naked. And when I did, I always felt embarrassed. Not with her though. I just feel so safe and comfortable. She’s home, to me. Everything is just perfect with her.

After our nap, we got up, took a shower, and started to get dressed for the paaartay. Her mom came back, and we left. 

I really didn’t know what to expect. I didn’t. Not really knowing this side of the family, I had no idea if we were going to be stared at and talked about, or if us being together just wasn’t a big deal.

People in public can tell Kathryn and I are in love. We’ve had total strangers tell us how cute we are or how great we look together. (I remember when Christofer Drew told us we were cute. THAT’S how you know you’re cute, dammit. XD)  The fact that people can tell REALLY doesn’t bother me. But when it came to family? A little. I really didn’t want anyone to say a word to her mom.

We got there and it was relatively normal. I met her niece and nephew for the first time and I can understand why Kathryn is crazy about them. They were good looking kids and they were fun. Really fun! Especially her nephew. He was just peachy. XD

Kat’s ex-sister-in-law’s brother asked about me. He totally knew what was up and told Kat I was pretty! Haha! Her cousin gave her a smile of approval, her ex-sister-in-law’s mother told us to basically fuck it and not care what anyone thinks, and a few people looked at me, and smiled. It was… It was odd! And I don’t mean that in a bad way. I’ve just never really felt accepted by family. It was a new feeling. 

I liked it.

Once the party was over, we hungout with her niece and nephew. Her nephew, Ian, was showing me all the toys he was particularly proud of. He whipped out his giant book of Pokemon cards. It was really awesome. 

My favorite toys of his included a Pokeball and the Yoshi and Mario figurines pictured about. :D

It was the same with her niece, McKenna. She showed me all of her prized possessions.  It was nice to know that they liked me. I really would have been quite upset if they hadn’t. 

It got late, and we left. On the way home we decided that we were hungry and we ate at Mimi’s Cafe. We had a really light meal (I HAD ONION SOUP. IT WAS SO TASTY.), and headed home. 

Once more, her mom went to bed relatively early, and Kat and I had more alone time. Of course, we made love and it was followed by lots of cuddling.

It was a good day. It really was. 

Again, it was nice to fall asleep near her. I slept well.

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Jan 29
12:28 am
10/365: Starry Turtles and Happy Katsu
This was a Friday.  It was an exciting day because it would be the start to a GREAT weekend with Kat. We had been having a really difficult week prior to this and my goodness. The day couldn’t have gone by any slower. 
I made it a point to sleep most of the day away, so when it came to waiting for Kat to pick me up, it wouldn’t seem that long of a wait!
I decided to wait at Barnes and Noble. I sat down and grabbed a few mangas and bought a bagel. I’m pretty sure I only had to wait about 2 hours but I seriously felt like I was in that damn store for weeks. 
Eventually, I got up to go walk around. I was getting way to jittery because she was SO close. About 20 minutes away, and I just couldn’t sit still! I wandered to the “Toys and Games” section of the store and got lost in the various educational toys that Barnes and Noble provided. There was this one item in particular that I REALLY wanted. A stuffed turtles with a shell that projected a starry sky onto th ceiling. 
If it wasn’t so expensive, I probably would have bought it right there.
I walked around a bit and eventually made my way to “science” themed toys. I picked up a box of what was basically a rock farm. Not even 10 seconds later I hear someone approaching me. I turn to my right, and there she is. My beautiful girl walking towards me. In those few seconds before embraced her, the greatest feeling in the world just completely overwhelmed me. It was a mixture of love, happiness, excitement, and relief.
When we hugged, we hugged like it had been years since we last saw each other. It was so great to feel her again. To be able to touch her and smell her. To hear her voice. I seriously couldn’t help but cry as we stood there, holding each other.
I think this is what “infinite” feels like.
On the ride to her house, it was so great. I loved having her head on my shoulder, or her laying down in my lap. It felt just so.. So incredible to be that close to her again. 
We had dinner with her parents, and then went home. 
Her mom went straight to bed, and we blew up the air mattress I was going to use and proceeded to cuddle. We turned on some anime for noise, and made love right there on that mattress. Several times. 
Afterwards, Kat got on the couch and I rolled over on the mattress as close as  possible.

Being able to hear her breathe in her sleep, it allows me to fall asleep so quickly and peacefully.

10/365: Starry Turtles and Happy Katsu

This was a Friday.  It was an exciting day because it would be the start to a GREAT weekend with Kat. We had been having a really difficult week prior to this and my goodness. The day couldn’t have gone by any slower. 

I made it a point to sleep most of the day away, so when it came to waiting for Kat to pick me up, it wouldn’t seem that long of a wait!

I decided to wait at Barnes and Noble. I sat down and grabbed a few mangas and bought a bagel. I’m pretty sure I only had to wait about 2 hours but I seriously felt like I was in that damn store for weeks. 

Eventually, I got up to go walk around. I was getting way to jittery because she was SO close. About 20 minutes away, and I just couldn’t sit still! I wandered to the “Toys and Games” section of the store and got lost in the various educational toys that Barnes and Noble provided. There was this one item in particular that I REALLY wanted. A stuffed turtles with a shell that projected a starry sky onto th ceiling. 

If it wasn’t so expensive, I probably would have bought it right there.

I walked around a bit and eventually made my way to “science” themed toys. I picked up a box of what was basically a rock farm. Not even 10 seconds later I hear someone approaching me. I turn to my right, and there she is. My beautiful girl walking towards me. In those few seconds before embraced her, the greatest feeling in the world just completely overwhelmed me. It was a mixture of love, happiness, excitement, and relief.

When we hugged, we hugged like it had been years since we last saw each other. It was so great to feel her again. To be able to touch her and smell her. To hear her voice. I seriously couldn’t help but cry as we stood there, holding each other.

I think this is what “infinite” feels like.

On the ride to her house, it was so great. I loved having her head on my shoulder, or her laying down in my lap. It felt just so.. So incredible to be that close to her again. 

We had dinner with her parents, and then went home. 

Her mom went straight to bed, and we blew up the air mattress I was going to use and proceeded to cuddle. We turned on some anime for noise, and made love right there on that mattress. Several times. 

Afterwards, Kat got on the couch and I rolled over on the mattress as close as  possible.

Being able to hear her breathe in her sleep, it allows me to fall asleep so quickly and peacefully.

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Jan 28
11:50 pm

I suck at this documenting thing!

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A WEEK’S WORTH!


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Jan 28
11:22 pm

365 Days of Gia

Yup. XD A year of Gia.
This will document my life for one year.
I will post photos, tell stories, and like I said...
Document.

Start date: 1/12/11